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Week 2 - Part 2

Two days after my  chemo, and still a bit tired, somewhat queasy and drinking water at every turn  - apparently now that they have the nausea issue somewhat licked, dehydration is a big deal.  G has said he doesn't want to have to drive me to the hospital to get 3 bags of fluids so I am trying to help in this regard.

Thursday 16 June:  Felt not quite myself. Brief surge of energy in the morning then tired and lack of appetite for the day.  Had to take a nap in the afternoon.  Some chills, but still able to move around and do little things.

Friday 17 June:  Repeat of Thursday.  I feel quite drained of energy, much like a balloon that's been popped.  No interest in watching TV, at least, not any show that has a plot.  Interestingly enough, while I am not so sick that I cannot do anything, I feel lethargy set in. It is hard to get motivated to do stuff.  Hopefully that will return with my appetite.

Saturday 18 June: Feel a bit better. Took a spin to the grocery with my Dad. I think I need to set up some playdates for him!  To get him out of the house and sight-seeing and hopefully distracted.  Had a lazy Saturday afternoon.

In some ways I feel like I've started a marathon without any prior mental or physical preparation.  To all families who have been touched by this disease, I would like to give you a big hug.



Fear Rating: Low - Must take it one day at a time, and focus on making it through today
Worry Rating: Low - see above
Physical Health Rating: Trending up
Mental Health: Trending up (along with physical health, appetite)

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